~ Ryan Woodward - Thought of you
London: "I just got lost and slept right through the dawn and the world spins madly on."
Do you have a certain dream, fantasy you keep holding on to? Something you didn't achieve, but still wish to achieve even though it's only in your head since it's impossible in reality. Urging for it, but not regretting anything you have done to come this far, but not far enough. It's like you have climbed the stairs, but you just haven't stepped on the last one for several reason. I'm glad that I have avoided the last stair which would have lead me to a different path that perhaps lead to hating what I loved most. Nowadays I only try to achieve what I have always wanted to achieve, only it's in my dream, my world and nothing can go wrong, nobody can hurt you since it's all yours and yours only. Reaching for things passionately is worth more than achieving something which would end up badly.